Monday, May 31, 2004

waves my hands in the air yes... yes... the papers r overs. woohoo! should i b extremely happy? mayb not just yet. i feeling really agaitated. i didnt know 3 words out of 2 for my tianxiehanzi!! u know thats how bad! ah.. whatever!! im going try to forget bout it. what sucks even more is that i left my water bottle in sch!! sheesh, i tell u. hopefully im able to retrive it back.

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Thursday, May 27, 2004

damn! i just really cant wait for mon to b over. this is just killing me. im trying to remember all that i studied but somehow or rather, my brain just cant seems to retain them. sheesh... even if chi 'O's is over, i still have to live in misery. there is extra lessons during the june hols n right after the hols, there is going to b prelim eng oral exam n chi 'O's oral too. hai!

my head is spinning

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Wednesday, May 26, 2004

i cant take this anymore. everyday im studying for chi, thinking bout chi, worrying bout chi, dreaming bout chi!! argh... im always fearing for the worst. what if i cant get at least a B3?! my chi is just horrible, i already cant phrase a proper sentence and u still want me to write a full zhuo wen? this really sucks!

cant wait for my torture to b over

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Tuesday, May 25, 2004

after today, i realize how stupid i am. this is really depressing u know. chinese is really getting on me. after exams, i dun think i can bear seeing it again for a few weeks.
i guess i really need to b a rock star soon. haha! pearlly n i will b the guitarist, nessa will b the lead singer n janice will b the drumer. we will scream, shout, jump and break guitars.

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Monday, May 24, 2004

had mock exams again! the paper was difficult. i couldnt understand the passage at all! mrs lee was scaring us with her update on how badly we did for this year chi exams. sigh.. she was comparing our batch with last years. hmmm... seems like we did pretty badly. if not, real bad! haha... if we dun improve, i think that we will break the sch's years of achievement. im like really freaking out. just at the very thought of having to take the exams 7 days from now really freaks me out!! im always thinking bout the worst scenario... i guess time is really running short. ahaha! *cries

ting told us a funny story on this book called "eee, yuck, digusting." okie... i couldnt exactly remember what she told us. so i think im going to change some of it but the storyline is still there lah. here is the story:

one day, there was a rabbit that was hopping by and it saw a mouse giving birth and it went:"eee, yuck, digusting!" then the mouse followed the rabbit on its journey. soon, the spotted a frog at the pond croaking and they went:"eee, yuck digusting!" soon, the frog follwed them on their journey as well. then on their way, they met a squirrel eating nutmegs and the went:"eee, yuck, disgusting!" then the squirrel also followed then on their journey. together, they stumbled onto a human n they all went:"eee, yuck, digusting!"

haha! this whole book it about this. kinda funny right. eee, yuck, digusting...

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Friday, May 21, 2004

todays papers were worst than yesterdays. having all like Bs n Cs. my chem is shit! pulls down my phy marks. now i only have a B3 for it. :( it is quite surprising that both of my maths got an A2!! yeah... my social studies n lit sucks. okie i admit, im a low order thinker! haha! for my CA, my L1R5 is 18. hmmm...
sigh.. have to go back to sch at the normal time tomorrow!! sheesh. argh.. thought i could spend my time to sleep but because of this, i need to wake up early n suffer in sch again. there is mock exams too! damn it u know!

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Thursday, May 20, 2004

got back some of the results today. i totally screwed up my chinese!!! freak u know. this is one of the worse i did. it freaks me out to know that chi 'O's is so near but im achieving such a result. yes, i failed my zuo wen ok[for the first time] n for my ting li, i've got 6/10 only while others r like getting 9/10!! what's wrong with me! this is so discouraging. crap! hmm.. it wasnt too bad for my other papers though. at least it is what i have expected.

*screams* my chinese!!

having a leg cramp! argh... cant walk properly man. i cant help it but i just feel like an idiot. y? y am i such a fool?

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Wednesday, May 19, 2004

argh... thought that there would b inter-class games today but it got cancelled after it rained. -_- didnt they plan for a wet weather programme or something? they always think that singapore is always very sunny is it? it only rained for bout an hour or so n it became really sunny after that. wonder y they didnt want to carry on with the games? it is not that im really eager to participate or something, but at least this can keep me busy. haha! so had to rot in class again!! then at 11.30, they made an announcement that there will b chinese mock exams. like wth!! it was supposed to b on fri but they pushed it forward. ah sigh... had to go back to sch on sat!! got to check papers again n after that we will b having mock exams again!! damn it. there will b mock exams for the whole of next week. life is so sickening u know?! sheesh... gonna check papers tomorrow. freak! cant bear to look at them. im sure im gonna see some ugly marks on my papers. feeling the stress again! every single day, we r inching nearer to chi 'O's!! always seeing people frantically mugging for it. u know what, i will have to leave them alone. hmm... i shall do what i cant to. like i said, it isnt good to compare!!
ahaha, something funny happened today. alright, we were talking bad about MJ. saying that she kept on asking lao shi how she fared for her paper. then when i went to ask janice who was she talking about, MJ suddenly appeared behind her. apparently she knew that we were gossiping about her already lah. but after that, she still dare to say "talking bad about me huh?" n janice just replied "ya!" woa... so cool. haha. guess that might had her badly. was wondering during chapel whether she would cry again or not. hahaha... okie, i am begin very evil here!

just take it slow

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Tuesday, May 18, 2004

i regret going to sch today!!! sheesh. it is a total waste of time. there was not even any lessons, except for eng though, but still... there was nothing much to do. i was practically rotting in class. haha! time passed super slowly. 10.25.. 10.30.. 10.35.. what only 5 mins had passed! alright, hope that there is better things to do tomorrow.
it is really surprising. MJ didnt irritate me today! like woa... haha. perhaps she wasnt always with us today. guess she found a new friend huh?

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Monday, May 17, 2004

sch was boring!! i had practically nothing to do. n guess what? i spend my time sleeping. hahaha! yes, i know in sch? but really i was so bored that i feel asleep can. yes, as in really sleep! quite comfortable actually. sheryl slept too! this suck! chinese 'O' levels is coming n i have to go back into my books again. brrr... im not in the mood to study. sigh*

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Sunday, May 16, 2004

went out with my sis today. went to watch troy too! arh... the show was great though it didnt woa me like lotr did. OB's character sucks, he was a wimp in there. :( but he still blew me off with his bright smile. but hey... it was just a character alright! he still have to act it, though it was disgraceful being paris. yes, it is paris who was a coward not OB himself. haha! oh.. really like hector though. thought that he was so righteous n such a loving ruler n brother. he is so wei feng! alright, did some shopping today too! bought a red top. however, didnt buy as much as my sis. feeling sleepy now!! must b the lack of sleep accumilated during the exams period. now val n charissa go out also didnt want to inform me lah!! hahaha... better go out with both of u soon!

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Friday, May 14, 2004

hurray! exams r over.[just for now] today, JY pisses me so much!! after the last paper, everyone was rejoicing n was very happy. then when i went back to class, JY immediately told me "chinese 'O's is in 2 weeks 3 days time. u scared or not?" upon hearing that, i was speechless!! she totally spoilt my mood. argh.. cant stand her. she is the moost kiasu person i ever seen. she buys almost every ten year series n modal answers. she has this sick obsession: always investigating other ppl's marks n asking whether they had tuition or not. this is total madness! she really disgust me.
went out with pearlly, janice, tingen n wen wan to town today. stupid, pearlly n tingen wasted out time. just because ting didnt want to spend too much on the phone bill, she refuses to hear wan wen, so in the end they missed the train. -_- had lunch at this chinese restaurant in paragon. lunch was great but it wasnt really filling. had enjoyable time talking bout MJ again. haha!![evil] then went to watch van helsing. thought that van helsing was so cool! n of cos we took some neoprints. i think this is the uglyiest neoprints i ever taken. haha! i look terrible in there.

outing was great

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Thursday, May 13, 2004

MJ... she is a real pest.[oops didnt mean to say that] but really, just imagine... someone who only calls out for 1 person. "where pear?", "she didnt come down huh?", "why she so upset?" u will never hear her crying out for the rest of us. she treats us like some invisible things. "how come i didnt see u all come down?" dun right!! u didnt even bother to look for us. did i forget to tell u, she is an over-sensitive, with somewhat raging hormones inside her, who crys over every spilled milk n just over reacts too much. argh... she is driving me crazy.[pulls my hair] she drowns us with all her minor problems on how she is going break down anytime soon. n we r suppose to give her all our good advice? nvm that, but she yacks all day long with her super high scritchy tone. n whats with the propaganda on "her best friend". yes, we know she is smart but u dun have to tell us things like "she is top in the class for maths mah", "she has the highest marks know". i know she didnt mean to put us down or make us feel stupid, but saying such things to us isnt that pleasing to hear u know. dont u know what is equality?

isnt it obvious?

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yes! yes! finally... just 1 more day to go n it will b over!!! yeah. was in sch cracking my head for my bio paper. it is 2h45mins okay!! made me so restless. the hall was super quiet cos only 'A' class pupils n 14 girls for my class took the paper. yes i know, it is really pathetic. sigh.. the paper was tricky. MCQs was difficult. what else? everything was digusting lah. :( went to BK after the paper, ordered mozarella melt. damn, they cheated me of my money! haha. the cheese was not even mozarella, it was just normal cheese. just cant wait for 1pm tomorrow.

troy troy troy

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Wednesday, May 12, 2004

haven been into blog for so long!! didnt even notice that the settings have change till now... moan and groan!!! while everyone is having a good sleep tomorrow, i will b stucked in sch, furiously writing my answers down. sigh... life is so cruel n hard. hahaha! i just have to tolerate for 1 more day!! just 1 more day freesia! exams are digusting. the papers r sickening! i been having insomia lately. i cant sleep!! sheesh.

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Wednesday, May 05, 2004

ahha! one down, 7 more days to go! freak!! there is still 7 more days! haha... right.. eng was difficult! the passage was so heavy going n the vocab used were so chim. today was a cold day. the weather was so nice to sleep. haha, but sadly i have to b stuck in sch to take my eng exams. fri exam will b in the hall. i hate it! just hopefully i do not sit right at the back cos it is much colder at the back. im worried that my hands n brain will b frozen, then i will not b able to write n think fast. hahah! christabel is such a sweety. luckily she is going to lend me the pl jacket. :)

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Tuesday, May 04, 2004

my blog is very inconsistent... haha! nvm, u will get to see my of my blog after the exams! :) after my exams, it will b movie time!!! yeah.

van helsing, troy! here i come!

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did u see cobwebs growing round my blog? hahaha... yup, havent blogged for about a week already. didnt have the time n i was lazy to blog too. right... had my chem/phy practical today. it was okay lah, just that it was tedious. i made a mess on my script. haha! okay, for phyics, we have to find the density of this liquid[which i suppose was oil]. we r suppose to use the dripper to suck in the liquid to put into the tube containing water lar. at first i thought that the liquid was plain water or something, so when i accidently spilled some on my paper i went "big deal" n clean it off with a cloth. then i realise that it was OIL!! n it left stains on my paper n i went "oh shit!!" it's like that... every year i would just ruin my script, either by spilling some chemicals on it or just dirtying it. hahaha! fine! for chem, the experiment was horrible. i couldnt deduce what was the substance.
oh freak! eng paper 2 tmr!! ah... im worried! mdm dillion said that the paper is challenging.. this is it, im done for it. if even she says that it is difficult, how am i going to get through it. [pulls hair] ok... the paper in the the afternoon!!! wth!! what is worse it that we still have lessons in the morning. i definitely will b very tired during the paper. sheesh! cant they have the paper in the moring? y must it b in the afternoon? trying to save time or something?

let me get throught this

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