Sunday, December 31, 2006
the year 2006 is coming to an end. it passed too quickly i must say.this year has been pretty bizzare for me with so much happenings and learning to do. i guess i have learnt more about myself, and the silliest things i will do to make myself happy. i will not say that i have wasted my time because like you said "its the experience that counts". but i surely wont want something like that to happen again. haha. those setbacks make me realise that i can be quite vulnerable, but hey, i survived through it! thats something commendable alright. i have been through rubbish, and till now, it still stink me. i must say you are good. well well, i wonder how? its really amazing how i still think.
another thing, i have also become less introverted, which is good! it makes socialising a little less painful. hopefully it will only get better.
the only thing i regret this year is that im not good enough or maybe, i been too good thats why. haha. whatever it is, look forward. oh wait! plus, i havent get to meet fir. pout.
i hope 2007 will be a better year for me. definitely hope that it will be smooth sailing and a blessing.
i wish to:
- be happy
- have more money
- stay in touch with all my lovelys
- make more new friends
goodbye 2006, hello 2007...
@ 1:28 AM
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Friday, December 22, 2006
oh great! now i have...2 cuts and 2 abrasions on my knee, 1 cut on my feet, 1 bruised thigh, 1 cracked toenail and scratches on my calf. it adds on to the pain im already suffering from.
"she looks like a cupcake la!" thanks pal! haha.
@ 5:58 PM
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
ouch! let me see...i have 7 blisters on my toes, 1 bleeding heel and 5 bruised toes. hell painful! damn it, i never seem to be able to find a shoe that doesnt torture my feet.
a msg to val:
you better make up to me. last night was short lived, and you didnt even get any fun out of it! haha. a warning to you: please please do not drink your alcohol too fast again!! love. meet up soon again alright? movie movie movie...
a wide grin to express my mood yesterday(tue). i had fun besides the constant agony on my toes. pfft.
@ 12:52 PM
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
im a happy girl today(sat)!!shopping is marvellous. it brings back the joy thats was once in me. its been a while since i feel so contended. :) im finally happy once again!
poly friends are having holidays next week. yay! it means more meet ups and outings!
@ 1:41 AM
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
words are nothing. they can never express your inner most feelings. i am lost for words actually, there are too many things that cannot be explained, or rather unable to say. whenever i talk, i get tongue tied. well i suppose i can easily tell you a lie or two, and you will never know the truth. so i guess thats the easier way out?i dont know if i should be glad, angry or upset; i dont even know if i should laugh, frown or cry. i just know that with all that fustrations in me, i feel like screaming!! AHHHHHHHHH! pardon me.
dont bother, you tell me?! silly, you say. thanks i know that. i really am.
sighh.. i dont know why.
@ 1:18 AM
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Sunday, December 10, 2006
im a evil girl with evil thoughts. friends, you know what i wished for. haha.all i want for christmas is for that to come true. yeah!
time for some punishment man.
@ 2:38 PM
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Saturday, December 09, 2006
prom night.let the photos do the talking.
we had fun.
my 2 lovelys.
she's the one.
@ 12:01 AM
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
when tolerance and patience isnt enough, you have to turn into a deaf ear.this is getting annoying. its wise to stop.
some appreciation will be nice you know.
"oh my god! i hate her little tiara." yeah. haha.
@ 11:36 PM
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Saturday, December 02, 2006
flower never bloom.i had a busy week but somehow i still feel lost.
i want to see you.
i need flower.
@ 3:32 PM
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