Friday, January 21, 2005

omg!!! if this carry on, im very sure i will turn into a zombie very soon. sch is really draining away all my energy. i always feel so lethargic in sch. im sure that i can fall asleep during lectures. just 3 weeks of sch n i starting to feel the tension and competion of all the students. i dunno if it is the sch or this year cohort, i been seeing freaks in my sch!! if u think some girls in pl r too studious or rather freaks, u should come to my sch instead. they r swarming the whole place. i dun think i can take it any longer!! im not exactly enjoying myself either.

@ 11:34 AM

Monday, January 17, 2005

hmm.. today was much better except fpr tutorials. i made a couple of friends today! i think that my class is quite nice. some ppl r pretty friendly. my class only have 5 guys... haha, pathetic isnt it. i heard that there is one class that have only 1 guy in it. hahaha.. poor him. how is he gonna survive. some ppl in my sch r really freaks. whenever there is break, they will b doing their work. argh.. it is so irritating if u know what i mean.

@ 6:37 PM

Friday, January 14, 2005

alright.. everyone seems to b having a hell of great time but in fact, im feeling really lousy!! i think i been missing my friends too much. im having like this withdrawal syndrome. haha.. today was the first day i met my cg's mates. okay.. i feel so alone!! hai.. i feel really terrible. im really bad at making new friends. i just dunno how to communicate with them lah. there is only 5 guys in my class. haha.. pathetic isnt it. i didnt get to talk to anyone yet cos we didnt have much time to interact with one another. i wont have much to say anyway. i really hope that my days in mj will b much pleasent!!

@ 10:11 PM

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

im really insulted! my aunt says that im oversized! okay la.. i admit that ive have put on weight but im not overweight or something. sheesh.. she sounds as though im obese or something! wth!! somemore she ask me what have i been eating. am i that fat?

@ 8:40 PM

Monday, January 10, 2005

i had a horrible time again. lesson was super sucky and bio was digusting. the best of all... i had no friends to go with! sigh.. charissa doesnt want me already. she has so many new friends that she forgot bout me!! haha... then left poor me all alone. this is reminding me of my sec2 horror days. i feel like shit! luckily, there is still yulian for comapny. hai.. my life suck man! i thought i can find more friends, but it turn out im losing all of them!

@ 2:21 PM

Saturday, January 08, 2005

i really miss all of my friends! they r the best. i found my days with them so enjoyable. im always so laughing when im with them. hmmm... i cant find ppl who share the same interest with me, i just dun have that strong bond with them lah. i didnt really enjoy orientation except for the mass dance and wet & wild. okay.. maybe i should learn to open up a little more, but im that type of person who need to be approach first! sigh.. i gotta change if i want my days in jc much enjoyable.

im feeling pathetic!!

@ 6:40 PM

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

im seriously exhausted! todays orientation was quite screwed up. we play this game called "know ur college" la. it was suppose to b fun i guess, but it turned out kinda boring. all we did was run and find puzzle, run and find puzzle... there was suppose to b games too, but somehow there was some miscommunication and the ics did not plan properly. oh ya.. i was made to go foe choir audition! -_- this is damn dumb alright! i was made to sing lalalalalala... n that guy playing this keyboard was swaying to my voice. for goodness sick... i cant sing! of cos i was not chosen, i knew that i do not have the talent for singing anyway. by the way, i will not join choir!! then later was couple dancing. omg! all the girls were like running away. no one dare to dance with a guy. hahaha... as for me coming from a all girls sch for 10 years, the scare was worse. haha! i was made to dance with this geek. sigh... luckily it was just practice. then when the real dance came, i managed to find a new partner. phew! at least he was slightly better than the first. haha! i really enjoyed myself. surprisingly dancing can b fun! tiring too. hmm.. i better get myself a good night sleep. we gotta run the whole neighbourhood tmr. it will be tedious! some more we will still have mess dancing again. hai.. i think i will only b back like around 7+?

@ 7:13 PM

Saturday, January 01, 2005

*...W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . .*
1) pierce your nose or tongue? no.. its really painful, beside it isnt good looking at all.
2) be serious or be funny? funny.. it makes me happy as well.
3) drink whole or skim milk? whle milk. it is nicer tasting.
4) simple or complicated? simple.
* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
5) flowers or angel figurines? angel figurines. pretty.
6) grey or pink? grey
7) coloured or black-and-white photos? coloured at cos. what era r we in now?
8) lust or love? love.
9) sunrise or sunset? sunrise. the beginning of a new day.
10) M&Ms or Skittles? m&m. hmm..
11) rap or rock? rock!
12) staying up late or waking up early? staying up late.
13) TV or radio? TV!! i cant live without it.
15) eating apples or oranges? apples.
* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
18) feeling hot or cold? in the middle.
19) tall members of the opposite sex? yep!
20) sun or moon? sun.
.21) emeralds or rubies? rubies? cos it is more expensive. haha!
22) left or right? whatever.
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 1 best friend la. at least i know that that person will b concern about me.
24) sun or rain? sun. it brightens up my day.
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate.
26) green beans or carrots? none?
27) boys or girls? depends who is nicer. haha..
* . . . M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . . *
29) What is your biggest fear in the world? to contract some terminal illness.
30) Kids or no kids? yes kids. small boys!!
31) Cat or dog? dogs.
32) Half empty or half full? half full.
33)Mustard or ketchup? i dun really eat them.
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books? soft. less heavy and expensive.
35) Newspaper or magazine? magazine!
36) Sandals or sneakers? depends where im going la huh.
37) Wonder or amazement? i dun know!
38) Red car or white car? white. splendid!
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich? can i have happy and rich?!
40) Singing or dancing? i dun really do both.
41) Hugging or kissing? i guess it is hugging.
42) Corduroy or plain? cuduroy.
43) Happy or sad? of cos happy!
45) Blondes, brunettes? blondes! but not dumb blondes of cos.
* . . . A B O U T Y O U . . . *
46) What time is it? erm.. 9.24pm.
47) Name? freesia
48) Nickname? pipi. -_-
50) Where are you now? home.
51) What are you doing? duh right!
52) Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? erm 7. 1 big, 6 small.
53) Date that you regularly blow them out? 24 march!!
54) Pets? no, not now. but i have a hamster before.
55) Eye color? dark brown.
56) Hair color? currently black.
57) Piercings? 1 pair.
58) Clean guy/gal/ or pierced guy/gal? clean guy.
59) Who's the person on your mind right now? no one.
60) What are u goin to do after doing this? watch tv.

@ 9:06 PM

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