Wednesday, June 29, 2005

whoppie.. my exams are over, except for chinese listening on fri. but who cares about that. all just need is a great listening ear. haha.. anyway, im seriously going to flunk chinese, unless some miracle happens. mj's exam papers are seriously freaking difficult. i thought bio was a killer already but i didnt know as days went by, the papers increased in difficulty. argh.. chem really sucked. it was a chore doing that paper. i felt so fustrated doing it!! i am really irritated about my maths paper too! i couldnt remember the formula all the sudden! argh.. and i lost dunno how many freaking marks due to carelessness. i can just shoot myself.. i feel so annoyed. its not that i cant do it, im freaking careless! i know i am, but i cant do anyting about it. im just wishing that the teachers would give me some pity marks. hah. oh ya.. please award me with working marks too!

screaming in agony

@ 2:27 PM

Monday, June 20, 2005

omg... this is worrying me. i have been slacking for many days already. arghh.. im not even sure if im done with my work yet. i better get started again. oh crap.. i went out today and im going out tmr again. shoots. im getting lazy! lol. right.. study is a must.

alright.. i love my threesome!! we are one hell of a bunch. all we need is each other and we can be truly satisfied. it seems as though we are in our own world when we are together. absolutely not caring if the public heard us or not. we were "screaming" in the bus, sharing our views in the toilet and polluting the children minds. hahaha.. i think its possible for us to entertain each other for the whole 365 days.

alright.. will be meeting them in a days time again. im practically spending my holidays catching up with them. yes! and im enjoying it!!

study study.. wed onwards. fish!

@ 6:45 PM

Thursday, June 16, 2005

im bored.. now there is only thing to look forward to: the zoo trip.

i realised that i had so much fun going out the my threesome. ohh.. they just make me so happy!! if i continue to be with them more often, i will look much younger from all the laughing. hahah..

thanks peeps!

@ 6:40 PM

Monday, June 13, 2005

oh.. i got a new spectacles! transparent plastic frame.. yeah!

outing tmr with val!! watching mr and mrs smith. i hope that i will be able to indulged myself in clothes tmr too! hahaha.. i need some shopping therapy man. i just need to buy some clothes. but it seems i have lost the touch ever since my sis left.

@ 5:54 PM

Friday, June 10, 2005

1. whose picture is it that you keep on your wallet?
my sis.
2. what time do you go to bed?
anytime from 11pm onwards.
3. what was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
watching tv.
4. who's the one you always meet the most?
charissa.. haha. yep in sch, all the time.
5. who's the person you're gonna call if you need help?.
depends on what type of help i need.
6. what's on your mind right now?
trying to ignore that my stomach's growling.
7. who's number on your speed dials?
dun have.
8.with whom do you wanna be with to have fun?
anyone who is fun!
9. what movie do u wanna watch now?
mr and mrs smith. yay.. will be watching it on tues.
10. when was the last time you went out?
yesterday. for pulau ubin and bbq.
11. what do you hate the most for now?
that i worry excessively.
12. when was the first time you slept alone?
ever since my sis is gone.
13. what do you wanna do for now?
something fun..
14. what do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
watch tv. hee..
15. what could piss you off?
a few different things.
16. fave pet?
nicky. my dead hamster.
17. colors that make you happy?
i like purple but i dun get elated seeing it.
18. most fave thing in your room?
my tv!!
19. what was the last thing you bought for your room?
er.. cant remember. anyway, i dun buy household stuff.
20. any instruments in your room?
none. im not musically inclined.
21. do you cook?
when i need to.
22. miss someone?
yeah.
23. plan to buy something?
yes.. have this urge to spend money for a long time already. in need to get clothes!
24. are you satisfied with your life now?
not really perfect.
25.do you like seafood?
ya. all the crabs, shark fins... marvellous.
26. breakfast or dinner?
they say that it is impt to have a good breakfast. but sadly, i dun always have breakfast.
27. what do you usually eat for breakfast?
drink milo.
28. did you eat breakfast today?
no.. woke up at 11am.
29. do you recycle?
not me. my parents.
30. do you have a laptop?
noo..
31. what's your favorite fast food?
BK.
32. cats or dogs?
dogs.
33. salty or sweet?
salty.
34. city or country?
it depends.
35. what's your favorite kind of jeans?
i dunno.
36. Is kissing normal for your age?
ehh... dun ask me!
37. are you athletic?
average?
38. do you swear?
yeah..
39. would you ditch your friends for a date?
that is so mean.
40. do you have your own cell phone?
duh uh.. almost everyone has a cell now.
41. what do you wear to bed?
whatever i wear after i bathe.
42. ever had a crush on a teacher?
nah..
43. coke or pepsi?
pepsi.
44. sugar or spice?
suger. i dun like spices.
45. can you use chopsticks?
enough to take my food.
46. do you like to read for pleasure?
when i get very bored.
47. do you care about getting good grades?
yah.
48. have you ever fallen asleep in class?
yes.. its impossible to feel so awake in sch.
49. get a job or ask your parents for money?
job for experience. but for now: mummy i need MONEY!
50. is your dad strict?
when he is in a bad mood.
51. do your parents give you enough privacy?
alright.
52. do your parents trust you?
most probably.
53. would you trade places (in life) with your best friends..?
i dun really know if their life is perfect.
54. does your best friend get on your nerves?
no.
55. do you make friends quickly?
not at all. i hardly talk and im shy.
56. do you get jealous of your friends?
yah. with their happy life, their grades, good complexion... oh goss. it seems like i have low self esteem. haha.
57. do you tell your mom everything?
not everything.
58. what do you and your parents fight about the most?
anything that doesnt pleased them.

@ 11:09 PM

life is back to normal. reality here i come. my happiness is once again gone. now troubles seems to be welling up once more. im feeling uneasy but i have no idea what is the cause of it. oh.. for sure its not to do anything with studies. hahaha.. alright, it is because of hormonal changes or am i just worrying unnecessarily. i guess staying at home alone makes my thoughts wonder off.

the team[only the gals] went to pulau ubin yesterday. thats my first time going there. sadly, i didnt know how to cycle, if not it will be more fun. so i got to sit to the two rider bike which causes my butt the hurt so bad now. anyway, its been a new experience and i have ot say i enjoyed it!! its a pity that those guys didnt wanna go.

then for the bbq.. i have no comments bout that. i just know that it wasnt up to my expectation. anyway, i didnt know i can be that daring. it takes me a lot of courage to do that. so hopefully no one brings that up. oh ya.. i get bullied at the time!! argh.. this is infuriating. how mean can those ppl get?! huh? luckily im not the serious kind of person. haha.. ppl, pls treat me nicer!! it is quite sad u know! :P

@ 6:06 PM

Friday, June 03, 2005

here come the june hols but i guess its not going to be a holiday for me. have been going to sch for this week, but thankfully i dun have to wake up so early in the morning. sch is getting better for me. i enjoyed myself considerably for the past few weeks though there is a little irritation here and there. nvm... it doesnt affect me that much!! i just have to live with it. ok.. so the exams are going to start straight after the holidays. *groan.. this means that we have to use this time to study... ARGH! however, i have not beening doing much yet. *oops! okokok.. soon soon. there will be ping pong next week. hmm... class outing will be on thursday too! hopefully it doesnt clash with my farewell outing.

today that some mugger irritated the hell out of me. hahaha... though he didnt talk to him or anything like that. but sorry, i just get easily irritatable by his nonsensical endless question and never-ending probing. come on have a life!! haha.. kk. pls do not say that im a mugger! cos im no where near him ah. yep..

@ 9:12 PM

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