Saturday, October 29, 2005

im upset and worried about what is going to happen next year.

people say that it is not easy to find friends who are true and share the same sentiments with you in junior college, and i totally agree with that. however, i have to say that im truely luckily and privilege to find a group of friends that have brought me so much joy and laughters in my days in mj. i dare say that they are the only ones that make me look forward to go to sch. i guess we have really bonded and got closer as time passed. im starting to feel the emptiness and lost inside me after knowing that i may not be able to spend my time with them anymore.

yesterday was a tragic day for me and the rest of my class. 10 people in my class may not be able to make it to the second year. what wrong with the sch seriously! knowing that only 12 people are left in my class give us the possibility that we may split, left me in greater dispair. i dont want any of my friends to go!

i love you all! now im hoping that some miracle will happen.

@ 11:06 PM

Sunday, October 23, 2005

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
when you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears streaming down your face and I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Coldplay- Fix You

@ 12:01 AM

Saturday, October 22, 2005

it was MJC open house yesterday. it was quite fun during the early part of the day, but it started to get super boring after that. i seriously felt like killing myself then. haha.. i didnt know what came over me but i suddenly felt really lonely. hmm...

ok. charissa and i had to tend the table tennis booth from 10-2. i thought it was going to be quiet, but it was rather welcomed!! haha.. i didnt know that many people were actually intersted in table tennis. i thought i was just some old boring game that many people found it difficult to play. the kids were quite adorable. haha.. especially the boy who broke his water bottle. he still wanted to keep his water bottle though it was beyond repair. cute boy. the goodies were of no use. i think it was just to attract people to come to fill their stomach and whenever they need sweets. in the end, there were still many leftovers.

my class did this coloured water test tubes thingy and body glitter. i wasnt much involved in it cos i had to tend the table tennis booth. i went over to take a look a few times and it was buzzing with people when there were still enough body glitter. after the glue ran out, there wasnt even a soul anymore. haha.. my class earned quite a lot i heard. like around $100? not bad, not bad.

went to walk around, there was nothing much to see actually. i spend my coupons only on food. $5 dollars worth of coupons on food! hmm.. what did i eat? there were quite a few nice stuffs, but i had no use for them. haha..

oh, christabel came too! great to see her once more!!

then here came the boring part! i had nothing to do!! arghh.. i was left alone most of the time. so sad ah. most of them went off in pairs. ahhem.. poor me have to sit there and rot my time away. i felt sorry for myself. ahaha... i hated it when we got to do the mass dance. seems like the orientation period is here once again. all those cheers and enthusiasism everywhere. *shutters. once again, it was a flash back of one of my worst period in MJ. i dreaded it alright! eekk..

i found out that the school benches are super heavy. 7 strong mens were needed to carry one of them. after that, they still needed to rest. haha.. tough!

alright as for today, i needed to go back to school at 8.30am for pw. yes, that horrible subject that is all out to murder us. we spend a long in school trying to edit as much as possible. oh ya, the school laptop sucks! they diasble the usb port. like wth!! now even the mouse cannot be used. stupid thing. it gave us so much trouble. luckily Mr Tan lend us his laptop, if not we would take a even longer time to complete our wr. we ended at only 3+. thats long!

oh oh.. big news!! my father sold his car! ahhh... so we are now car-less. *wails! i dunno if he still wants to buy another car or not. car is a necessity! now i pity myself. haha..

@ 9:50 PM

Sunday, October 16, 2005

experienced of a lifetime..

i had a blast yesterday. first we went to sa open house. haha.. i know i know. im in jc already, why do i still go to a open house. but all of us wanted to take the shoe bag. its nice ok! the shoe bags are only given to real secondary school students, so we got to lie our way through in order to take the it. teck teng dressed up as a vs boy. ahaha.. he looks ridiculous. he looks too old to be a secondary sch kid. anyway, he still managed to lie his way through. then we headed to ps where yilin joined us to play pool. i totally sucked at it, im useless la. seems like i dont know anything. hhmm.. after our game, we went to marina bay to have seafood. yumyum.. we eat till so full! somemore the losers have to help to finish up the food. plus im one of them. hahaha... ok, the exciting thing is after our dinner, we trespass a construction work place. it was really a adventure! we thought we will land up in the police station cos we couldnt find a way out. we started to panic a little, then we try to jump over the fence but it was futile. but luckily we managed to find a way out after that. haha. in the end, we missed our last train. i reached home only at 12.45am.

what an adventure :)

@ 1:24 PM

Thursday, October 13, 2005

im in pain.

whee.. i had fun today! first, we played these spastic games in sch. it was sadistic and ridiculous that we all started laughing really hard. the forefit was to draw on each other hands but you must see how we do it. it was scary! later, we went to learn how to roller blade. zhiyi, cheryl and i didnt know how to blade at first, so most of the time we were screaming, grabbing and pulling teck teng's hand. hahaha.. we had a hard time trying to balance ourselves. i keep on falling down la. like around 5 times? thats why my butt hurts, but it is also partly because of basketball la. cherri is a pro, yet she complains that she cant roller blade. haha.

hmm.. i got to go to plmc tmr for book prize. its at 7.45am.. that means i get to skip some lessons.

@ 8:04 PM

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

tired..

my toes are aching. they are bruised! so damn painful. alright.. so we went to play basketball in the morning. im lousy at it. i feel useless whenever im on the court. hahaha.. for one thing, i really cant dibble the ball but at least i can shoot a few balls in. we were all freaking tired just after 15mins. tell me how are we going to continue on if we are already panting like mad after a short while? i feel like we went on a " injured-yourself-mission". all of us were being hit really hard by the ball or was injured in one way or another.

let me do a check...

me- hit twice on the chest, once on the nose, shoulder and cheek.
zhiyi- hit once real hard on the head, whacked by opponent.
cheryl- hit once on the chest and other places.
cherri- hit many times too (cant remember exactly where).
teck teng- scratch on his finger (think its caused by me :S), being pushed many times.

hahaha.. see the injuries we obtain in one day.

@ 8:48 PM

Monday, October 10, 2005

AIR

Your element is air. You are
quiet and reserved. Extremely intelligent you
love learning and love to explore things.
Mysteries intrigue you to no end. You are a
loner and quite content to spend hours and
hours by yourself, reading or thinking. Complex
and enigmatic most people tend to shy away from
you. You don't seem to notice them however, and
prefer doing things your own way. You can be
very emotional though and insecure, fearing
other people and what they might think of you.
You would be best matched with Darkness and
Water.

The Element Personality Quiz (7 Results / Photos)
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quite true but i think im not that reserved now.

@ 9:14 PM

yay! today marks the end of my promos!! i shall not speak about my exams. all i hope now is to be promoted.

today we are supposed to go for night cycling or watch movie at night. but in the end, we did neither of them. thats y im at home now. actually we already set our eyes on night cycling but during the last minute when we were on our way home to prepare, we had to cancel it because cherri couldnt go. how sad.. i know it will be fun! nvm, hopefully this time we can all make it on sat. it will be something i dont usually do.

there is also a lot of other things that i want to try but i dun think that it will happen, looking at how things go.

tmr we will be going to play basketball to train for wed's inter-house games. we are so going to lose! haha..

@ 8:22 PM

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

im worried.. yes seriously worried! i didnt do much today. i am just to tired to carry on reading my notes over and over again. nothing ever goes in does it? sigh.. promos are here!! gp paper tmr. sheesh. just let me pass pls!!

i wish a miracle will happen. i wish i have...

@ 9:28 PM

The Girl

Grant me

The Others

You See

The Past