Monday, December 19, 2005

why do bad things always happened to me? why can't i live a blessed life where everything falls into place nicely? i wish i have a beautiful life.

am i destined to lead a hard life?

@ 9:11 PM

Saturday, December 17, 2005

phew! big relief. im finally free! i will be super free next week onwards.

Darren Hayes- So Beautiful
Whether I'm right or wrong
There's no phrase that hits
Like an ocean needs the sand
Or a dirty old shoe that fits
And if all the world was perfect
I would only ever want to see your scars
You know they can have their universe
We'll be in the dirt designing stars

And darlin' you know
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

Whether I'm up or down
There's no crowd to please
I'm like a faith without a clause to believe in it
And if all the world was smiling I would only ever want to see your frown
You know they can sail away in sunsets
We'll be right here stranded on the ground
Just happy to be found

You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

I have lost my illusions
I have drowned in your words
I have left my confusion to a cynical world
I am throwing myself at things I don't understand
Discover enlightenment holding your hand

You are..
So Beautiful

this is a beautiful song. its my current obsession.

i feel better now. no more stones in my heart.

@ 8:02 PM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

im really PMSing. i feel moody the whole day. hmm!

thinking?

@ 6:26 PM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

i hate to be troubled, especially not about this. if life could only be much more simple, then i would be a happy happy girl.

i need attention. haha..

@ 10:56 PM

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

we (me, zhiyi, teck teng and wenze) went to celebrate yilin's birthday at pulau ubin. actually, it wasnt so much of a celebration, more like a gathering again. but anyway, i love gatherings with them! its always been fun!! cant wait for more..

yes.. the stupid thing is that i cant cycle. after much effort to teach me how to cycle, i still failed. though i can only maintain balance for a few seconds? arghh.. now i feel like a fool. i wish i was only 7, then it makes learning much easier. anyhow, i really appreciate the 4 of you teaching me how to cycle. i know it takes a lot of energy, because i was exhausted as well. thanks once again!! so i resorted to a double bike. haha.. still is was relaxing and windy only down the slope. we took a couple of pictures. teck teng is camera shy. hahaha... after the ride, we drank coconut. drinking coconut with them is more fun then anything because they come out with the lamest and corniest joke ever. dinner was early. we had dinner around 5+. though i was kinda full after the drink.

we went swimming after that. first we gotta go yilin's house to borrow some swimming stuffs from her. by the time we reach the complex, it was already 8.45pm. we only have 15mins of swim. how dumb! hahaha. and oh.. the funniest thing, zhiyi broke her spectacles. wahaha.. she was half blind after that.

then we went to play pool. it was cold in there because i was wet. oh ya, i didnt went into the pool with a swimming costume thats why. even with her "blindness" zhiyi still manage to beat all of us hands down. so yeah.. that was our day.

full body massage?

all will be well, we hope.

@ 4:44 PM

Saturday, December 03, 2005

great. now my blog isnt displaying the picture. i got no time to change my blog skin anyway. im busy.

sometimes i feel as though you are hinting something to me, but then again, i rather not believe it.

foot reflexology?

@ 11:30 PM

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