Saturday, September 27, 2008

I been awfully tired.

Yesterday was a awful dread man. I was in school for 13.5 hour, it was the seriously the ultimatum for us. It was no joke! We were literally so tired that sleeping on the bus was actually good. I would never ever want a repeat of that insane timing (hopefully there isnt anymore). But yesterday was comforted by a nice supper/hangout with the 2 lovelys. Its been quite long since we just sit down and enjoy.

On the another note, I been having insomia again. I wonder whats wrong. The reason that I cant sleep is because im either stress or when my exams are coming. But this time round, I cant pinpoint the reason. I dont even know what im stress about if thats the case. Its either I cant sleep till much later or like im a malay breaking fast waking up at 4, 5 am everyday. Its seriously driving me crazy. I feel so tired all the time, but when its time for me to sleep, I would not be able to fall asleep.

@ 12:36 PM

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

UHHHHH..

Maybe now I know why I keep having interrupted sleep. Thats because im stressed over school. Bloody hell, the school is one hell of a sucker. Now they have eaten my representation fee and still not pushed me up so that I dont have to repeat POA. Damnit!!

Life sucks! :((((

@ 12:01 AM

Monday, September 22, 2008

I have a feeling im becoming psycho. The way I treated people is definitely not fine! Haha. I dont know, but im just too tired to be friendly or nice all the time, of course there are exceptions. Now I have become less patient as well, once you stepped on my toes, I wont act all fine anymore. Its not that im angry, but rather I am too lazy to communicate with you.

Hopefully I will turn back to normal.

@ 8:48 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

Ok, school offically starts for me tomorrow and im so dreading it right now. Im so used to I-dont have-to-worry-about-school-the-next-day-life that I dont think I will be getting use to going to school for 4 times a week now. Maybe going for lessons helps in a way that it gets my time passing but you know im not complaining about my sloth life right now.

I just came back from a short meetup session with Cheryl. If everyday could be this relaxing and heartfelt.

At least I know who to treasure. Period.

@ 9:12 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

"how can I move on when im sitting here waiting for you"

and you will see me waiting for you on the corner of the streets

We need better things in life.

@ 2:40 PM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

I miss Australia. :(

I miss peaceful sleep; I miss waking up with nothing to worry about; I miss walking about aimlessly but still happy; I miss shopping there; I miss waiting for my sister to finish work; I miss eating wicked wings, triple cheese burger, easyway, gelatissimo during happy hour; I miss dressing up for winter; I miss planning with my sister to go to places to visit; I miss rotting my time away feeling carefree; I miss spending time with my sister and acting like idiots.

No need to worry about school; No need to worry about the next day; No need to wake up thinking what I have done the day before; No need to wake up feeling insecure; No need to worry how my actions will affect others.

I simply miss waking up to a morning knowing that I have nothing to worry about. No stress; No disturbance; No nonsense.

@ 1:27 PM

Monday, September 08, 2008

Take 1..

Just as I was about to do a show.. The picture below is on the items I got from Australia.

I promised not to buy anymore clothes. :S

@ 8:46 PM

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

I cant take it again, im beginning to feel how it would be like once I stepped back into where I could almost die in.

I just dont miss anything back home. Im sorry.

@ 9:29 PM

Step by step.

Murder the rest.

I bloody hope a miracle happens.

@ 2:30 PM

The Girl

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The Others

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The Past